I nervous about my mother's surgery, I hope everything will be fine !

SOME PEOPLE NEED TO GET OVER THEMSELVES !

The call ...

Today I receved a call from a friend asking me to participate in a religious encounter, but to be part of the organization. I'm in a little bit of a crossroads cuz I don't want to say no, but I really can't do it. So, I don't know what to say.  No matter what I choose I know I'm letting someone down.
That's not me I don't like letting people down! But sometimes we don't have other options....

New era!

Now I have blogger on my cell, thats quite a big step into the technological world! I'll discover how it works and what funtions has. That was all. Bye.

Write you, later. Xoxo

Hello again!

WOW, its been like a year?!? Since my last post. I forget that I have a blog, that I always want to write something but never know what ... So, yes its complicated to have a blog! But I'm decided to post something every now and then, like every month or so. I'm supposed to be doing a practical assignment for uni but I can't concentrate, that why I'm here. I'm actually doing pretty good on uni. Yes, I would like to be more focused, and spend more hours sitting reading and practicing, but I'm doing good overall. Ok, so I don't know what else to tell you guys, so I'm going to stop here. 

Write you later! xoxo

Learning to express myself ..

Life is hard. True, nobody can differ from that. Living that is different. I have a pretty boring life, but sometimes my friends complicate everything. Now I have to learn to confront someone without dying in the make. I don't know how, I don't like to do that kind of things, I don't enjoy them , and I try to stay the hell out of trouble, but somehow they find me every time ! Until now I did an amazing job no to face them, but this time the person in front of me is a close friend of my bff's boyfriend so... what can I do ? I have to do as she wish and sit down and talk things out.. the thing that keeps me worried is how ? Every time I have to raise my voice I crack and start crying...
Something strange happened yesterday , I was writing this, while in the other room my step-brother's friends were talking and playing a game call "Truco" , they needed one more to play so, they call me ... After a while   I start to bend with the group and my expression changed , I was feeling better but I did not forget "the talk" . We ate , had a pleasant night, everything was going well until, my stomach start to ache me... that was the key, as soon as I start to think about "the talk" again I start to suffer it ... Why, why , why ?